Katrina

Friday: Just hung around with Michael, nothing really entertaining happened. Just had the enjoyment of being with each other and we create stupid things by just hanging out. I love him. He's really my true love and best friend. (( Cheesey, but whatev. ))

Saturday: Went to drums, did purdy darn well, if I do say so myself! Afterwards, came home, hung out by myself and went to the Libert Tree Mall with my parents to see Wild Hogs, which I might add, is a hilarious movie! Mhmmm. Loved it. Afterwards, Aimee came over and Erica did too. (( She drove herself over, the lucky gal. ))We hung out, talked and took a walk downtown at nine and got back to my house at ten. Erica left at quarter of eleven, Aimee left sometime after eleven. I know, shocking, I didn't hang out with Mike! He had his own things going on that day and I had my own. though later on that night, we did talk. :]

Sunday: (( Today )) Woke up unusually early, watched some telee, had some breakfast and got ready for the day. Around twelve o'clock, my dad and I went down to the Church (( I DROVE.;] )) 'cause I was going with my CCD teacher and Amarritta Sukkar to a Soilders Home in Chelsea. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was. I made a friend there, his name is Joe and he's blind and I helped him eat his lunch. He sure does love sugar cookies. Ha. Afterwards, I got home, say three thirty and Mike came over. I was so happy to see him, I jumped on him. Haha. Later on, I tickled him so bad, he fell off the couch and did some roll type manouver and fell on his head some how. We watched the begining of The Prestige. (( Great movie. )) He left at five :[ .

I found out some interesting news this weekend too, that people talk a lot of crap about me behind my back. I find that very rude. If you have something bad to say about me, I'm glad to hear about it... to my face, not from another source. Thanks :]

Well, I'm going to go shower and then finishing some put-off-till-the-last-minute-homework. I'm probably going to read myself to sleep, like usual. I have school in the morning and after that I'm working 3-7.After that I have CCD at 7:30 until 8:45. I'm most likely going to shower after that and do my homework. Though, on Tuesday, all I have is school then rehearsal for band and a job interview!

I'm becoming so busy latley! Soon...SOFTBALL SEASON! Awwww cheeese, it's going to be swell! (( HAHA ))

I woke up this morning and planned on staying home, but I decided to go to school, so I could see Michael. Though, I wish I stayed home. Yes, I was rude all day, I didn't want to be near anyone or hear their stupid drunk-stories from the past weekend. All I wanted was to sleep.
I hate it when people say to me, "Why don't you just deal with it?" It's just annoying. No one really can deal with anything and don't be that stuck-up person saying "Oh, I can deal with it!" Uhmm, no you can't!
Mike said I was 'annoying' because I kept saying "I wish I stayed home!" I know it is bothersome to hear that, but God, do I wish I did!! Then I decided not to talk and that made him angry. Whatever I do, I make him upset. Friggen retarded!!!

On a happier note(s), Kelly and I are going to make plans to hang out this weekend. Which I find very refreshing, because I guess it'll be like old times, except for the fact we haven't hung out in ages. I'm saying it'll be like old times because Mike has a bike show to go to and I have a retreat for Church to go to, so Kelly and I will already be hanging out then.
Oh yes, Aimee changed into my gym class :]. So if Devon does not talk to me, I had Aimee! <3 ! I also got a B on my English midterm, my mom asked why I got a B, probably from the vocabulary part. In concert band, everyone (the percussion section) said I wouldn't be a good English teacher :[ and then I told them I also wanted to be a masousse and they said I wouldn't be good at that because Mike would be standing over my shoulder. And so on, whatever I said they said I would be bad at. Whatever though.

Yesterday (Sunday) I went to Michael's grandparent's house to watch the football game (RAH!)Ack, no offense to Amanda and Cliff if they ever read this (which I find unlikely) but, shit, they annoyed me during the game! Just because Amanda's dated somewhat of a lot of guys and Cliff is like, I have no idea, it does NOT give them the RIGHT to lecture Mike and I on our relationship. I was just annoyed with THEM and they thought I was annoyed with MIKE. God. (Well, I was somewhat annoyed with Mike for not giving me any attention, but I forgive him, once I make an excuse for him by myself
Today Mike was home sick, because he got a cold. I think I gave it to him because I had one in the begining of last week. So, he called me up and told me he wouldn't be in school and we talked for a little bit; he told me had a fever in the middle of the night and I thought he said seizure because those two sound alike and I am just not in the right state of mind in the morning. I didn't bother staying long at the bench with Amanda and Cliff and everyone else, I would've sat there and talked to no one, so I just headed off to my homeroom to get my new scheduale. I have ASC C block every day 2 and 5, and Gym C block every day 3 and 6.
We had to choose our next year classes today in English. Mrs. Hugehes' kinda wants me to take Honors English next year since I got an A first term and last term. (Nice, eh?) I'm just going to check out the Honor teachers and stuff like that. I think I'm going to drop concert band, it's fun, but I want to take culinary, which is 5 more credits than band. I've been thinking about my drums latley and I love playing them and everything, but yeah, I might sell them sadley. I love them though...I don't know!!
I feel like there is more to talk about, but I don't know anything else to talk about. Oh, I'm begining my book :]

&hearts

While my sister tossed my head around a few minutes ago, (she was dying my hair) I began to think: my old LJ was rude and so unbecoming! It wasn't 'me' at the end. When I first started it, it was, but it isn't anymore. This one, I guess is closer to the real me.
Yes Natalie, that was a really rude thing I said about you and Doug. I'm sorry. I guess I was bitter then and I took out on you and him and everyone else I 'told off' in that entry.
I could say sorry half a million times, but I do know that no one would ever forgive me for what I did and who I am now. I could toss this all the way by saying "Oh, I was just experimenting..." but I can't say that, it's not the truth.
Everything I did, everything I still do, I enjoy it to the fullest. Be it wrong of me, but it saves me in a few ways. No, I don't do whatever you are thinking of every day, every weekend, (No, I don't smoke, if that was what I lead you to believe just now) I only on occasion do whatever it is I do. You should know what it is, since I said it lets me escape.

Yet again, I am sorry.